I think I’m in love with my best friend. I’ve never met anyone who can stimulate so deeply. I’m able to have conversations with him that are unlike any other. He is one of the first people to really make me want to be better, every day. There’s something special about him that makes me get butterflies. I feel so open with him, and I don’t have to hid anything from him. I’m engaged in him.
He’s coming into town next weekend and he’ll be staying with me. I’m beyond anxious to see him and hang out with him. I feel bad about not driving to see him when I went on my vacation before school started. I really hope he’s going to be able to come up here.
It’s funny how people come into your life for one reason or another and you can’t always be clear as to why until some time has passed. My best friends have joked with me over the years about how him and I are meant for each other, or how we are going to end up marrying each other. Seems almost like a movie, but I could see us there. My relationship with him has started out very differently than with anyone I’ve found a romantic interest in.
We’ve been friends for 4 years and when I met him, he was not in his niche. We’ve both grown into amazing people seperately for that time and now we are running lives very parallel to each others. I can share my wildest thoughts and craziest dreams with him, without prejudice. And that is so refreshing. He knows things about me that I wouldn’t disclose to anyone. I feel safe telling him things.
