I love rainy days, mac n cheese, animals, high heels, coldplay, silence, thinking, doing, being.

31st January 2011

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I love Secondhand Serenade because of Max. I remember times when we would hang and sing to this music at the top of our lungs and it was awesome. I miss him a lot. I feel like I would be totally different if he were here now. I feel like I’d come out of my shell a bit. He was always a part of my better life. So please let me be free, from you. Please, let me be free, I can’t face the truth. That song reminds me of him because I don’t want to belive what is true with his story. Idk, it makes me think what could have happened that night. We had a great summer together. I had some of the most honest conversations with him that I have never had. That sucks. Pandora radio commercials. Booo. Time for bed. Goodnight :)